.. or maybe I'm just going to get a new account. lol

Life.. has been really tough for the past few years.

I had been struggling with many things-- lack of motivation, friends, my path in life, and myself... I need to get out of depression. For me, art is a huge thing I've been struggling with.. so I will take my leave from this account and start over on a new account later on.. =3=; -sigh- I don't really know what I'm doing. ... I might just take out all the old stuff or put it in a file and just forget about it. =w=;; or I might just leave this account orz.

I've also felt that it's really hard to make friends on DA ;w; LOL and not only this website, but some other ones as well...

So today... I -think I do- declare ze end to this poor, neglected account.

I can't take the stress when I come on here. lol I just feel some negativity being on here >'8 and it sucks to see when this account is hardly updated either :C LOL

People have subscribed to me... thank you if you did it because you liked my artwork ;; thank you for that.. not because you wanted me to subscribe back ;_;''' orz. If you liked to read my journals.. thank you even more too ;;''''

-sigh- If you'd like to contact me, message me for contact details. Just a warning, if you don't talk to me ;;, then I delete within a month or less. D'x orz.~~~

I need to straighten out my life for the mean time and work on my art even harder to "catch up" to where I want to be x_x'